
"I would hardly call myself an artist in that sense; I doodle, I draw, I'm not a trained artist, I couldn't sit down and do an accurate portrait of anyone." ~ Rene Auberjonois
This turned out to be a much bigger task than I had originally thought it would be. I thought it would be fun to fill a 8 x 10 canvas with doodles – and it was, ultimately VERY fun – but my wrist is killing me. Not complaining though. The end result is fun, bright, and goofy.
Just what I was going for.
I like to mess about and try different things. I used markers for this one – filling in little bits here and there. I didn’t want to cover all of the white background but I wanted a lot of color, too. Not sure I found a good balance but it’s done – another lesson learned, another project completed.
I have discovered something about myself as this year has pushed on… I am much more willing to let things go. Something doesn’t have to be perfect to be finished. It’s just finished. You have to take your hands off a thing and be okay with releasing it.
There are things about this knowledge that allow me to take a huge breath of relief. One is the realization there is no such thing as perfection and – often – the more you try to grasp perfection – the more distorted the end product becomes. In short, you ruin it trying to make it better. Oh that is a tough lesson to learn but once you learn it – you are free.
Another thing? Just handing over a project and saying ‘It’s done’. JUST DONE. That makes me want to dance around. There is no pressure when you let yourself off the hook. You do your best with your idea and put your inspiration to work and then say ‘It’s done!’ – don’t redo it. Just be done.
I would like my son to learn this. Truly. If he could accept that doing his very best is better than worrying about making something perfect just imagine the things he would be willing to try. If you aren’t hung up with the worry you have to be GOOD at something or GREAT or whatever – you wouldn’t be afraid to do ANYTHING!
So I am going to keep doing what am doing and loving every minute of it. 223 Days to go!
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